In the Blues...!

In the blues, there was a light,
A light that spoke of solace,
I wish I could shine in that light,
Taste the clarity, it promised,
But as it went on, it grew more intense,

The clarity I seek for, turned to blind me,
Shutting my eyes, taking me

BACK TO THE BLUES...!

Wake up..!

Hello everyone. I am the writer of this blog and all the post are the outcome of the emotions I am sailing at the time of writing, My life has been a roller coaster ride and like another rider I have seen the ups and down phases of this ride. Sometimes its amazing but at the other moment its not what you dream of. Joy and sorrow, happiness and numbness not always feel the same.
Like I said this blog is like a ocean and every post in it is a tide depicting the rise and fall of my emotions. While writing this post my eyes are closed and I am listening to the song, 'Reborn' by Klak Tik. It goes with the line that, "I thought I really knew what freedom really means" and one more line saying that, "and I have finally woken up to the beauty of the world through a love song". I have started liking this song as the song gives me the hope that I can wake up to the beauty of life. Emotions right now are entangled, life seems to be at pause, like it still is sleeping and I am anxiously waiting for it to wake up, open it's eyes and see the bright sun in the clear blue sky.

I wish to wake up,
As I've been sleeping for a month,
Wish to feel the rush of energy,
The rush of warmth,
Like this song,
I wish to wake up,
Through a love song...
   

As this year starts....!

As this year starts,
I start my new journey,
I step into a world,
A world, where now, I belong,
Where the dreams will be turned to reality,

As this year starts,
I recreate myself again,
Finishing all the incomplete work,
I create the new me,

As this year starts,
New dreams are formed,
And the older one's are realised,
Some may not be completed,
And some may die,

But as the new year starts,
I back myself again,
To rise and shine,
To dream of new things,
And with all enthusiasm,
Fulfilling them all...

As this year starts,
I dream again!!

Hey! everyone..Merry Christmas to all of U,

May all ur dreams come true,

May this winter heralds the best spring of ur life,

May the world live in peace,

And Happiness stays with us forever,

Merry Christmas!!

Moments..!!

Life is about getting what we want. It's about the joy we want, it's about the happiness we want, about the smiles on our loved ones that we want. Life is all about what makes us happy, makes us full. makes our heart beat. Life is all about what we want. It's bright, sunny and beautiful. It's full of amazing people,  our family, our friends, all those who are the part of our life and makes life complete and worth living.
Life is like that beautiful ray of sunset, which won't last for long but we want to  make it last, knowing it's impossible but try our best. We sit in the sunshine, soaking in it, click the picture of that moment and make it stay forever in our memory. Life is worth living in the moment. No moment will stay for long so try to make the best memory of it coz life is beautiful and beauty won't remain same throughout it's own natural phases.
Life is beautiful. It is also like that rainy day, where we look at the rain from our window and wonder why the clouds are crying. Are these the tears of joy or the tears of sorrow. Like other moments, we savor it. Make a hot cup of coffee and taste it as that moment we know will also pass, just like the sunset.
It's the moments, that life is all about. We know they will pass and we keep a memory of it. Life is great and for a matter of fact it's beautiful. Loneliness may be seen by many as a depressing moment but it is also one of the moments to be cherished as it also won't last for long. Any moment, be it good or bad, won't stay for long. So try to live in the good moment and hope for the better in the bad one.
So at the end I would say to myself, life is fair and it will always be, no matter how many failures I have to go through, how many rejections I have to face, but in the end I will always have a smile on my face coz moments won't last longer and they will pass.
Ending my article with a quote  of mine:-

It's not about cherries on the chocolate pastry that would make a kid smile,

But it's the memories related to it that would make her smile,

Coz the moments pass quickly, But not the memories...!!

Behind these Bars..!

Story of a blue bird..(continued)

“Hi!” Tyra greeted Novak. “Didn’t you give it a shot today?” Novak said jokingly. “I thought that I should not waste time in my fruitless tries.” Tyra replied. Tyra couldn’t sleep last night as she was so excited to meet Novak again. There was something about him that she couldn’t resist. He was a mystery to her and she wanted to know him more. “So why you want to know what’s beyond the sky?” Novak asked her. “It’s just the curiosity.” Tyra replied. Novak knew the truth and asked her, “Is it solely your curiosity which had led you to fly in the sky throughout your life? Or is it something much deeper?” Tyra sensed the seriousness in Novak’s voice. She realised that Novak was not just a stranger but he knew her too well, but how? “Tell me what’s beyond the sky.” “Nothing, just an empty space.” Novak replied. “You won’t find the one you have been looking for, for so long there.” “Then where will I find the answers these voices haunt me with?” Tyra asked desperately. “Can you swim?” Novak asked jokingly. Tyra was getting angry now. “The one you are looking for can not be found outside. You have to swim inside yourself and find the answers. Close your eyes and feel yourself. You won’t feel empty” Novak said meeting Tyra’s gaze. “It’s tough but you can do it.” “I don’t understand.” Tyra looked confusing. To her nothing of this made sense. Novak had feared this as she was just a bird. But he had planted the seed. “You talk rubbish. I should have never listened to you. You are wrong about the sky. You don’t have wings like me so you can’t fly and know what’s beyond the sky” Tyra said angrily. She was disappointed. She had come with hope and now Novak was nothing but someone who was crazier than her. She flew away. Novak knew that this would happen. He felt sad but he knew that Tyra would have a better life now.
Weather suddenly changed. It seemed like universe was also angry. The clear blue sky soon got filled with dark grey clouds. Wind started blowing much faster. Tyra didn’t notice any of this as she was filled with anger and her eyes were full of tears. Her society had made fun of her, called her crazy but none of it hurt her. But today was different. The person she thought knew her and shared her dream had made a fool of her feelings. Thundering had started and she should soon get back home. But Tyra’s judgement was clouded by her anger. She had never been hurt so much before. “I will show you what’s beyond the sky Novak. I am no fool like you think. You can’t fly but I can and I will find out. I don’t need anybody’s help. Every one is a fake. ” Tyra said out loud and flew up with all her strength. She was not going back home. She was going up, up in the sky to find out the truth. The wind had grown more fierce, throwing Tyra here and there in the sky. But Tyra was more determined and kept flying. Fierce wind soon turned into a deadly storm. There was no bird in the sky as it was deadly to be there in the sky. Sky had turned into a deathly trap for all those who found their freedom in it. It had started raining, but Tyra wasn’t going to give up. For her, death was more peaceful. The best way she had planned for her to die was while fighting for her dream and today seemed the perfect way to say goodbye to her life. It was raining and thundering, storm was raging hitting Tyra so hard that her wings were helpless to balance her. As she falls from the sky, she closed her eyes and it was Novak she thought about. With her eyes closed, waiting for death to come, she could feel something inside her. She was swimming, swimming inside her. But it was short and she hit the ground. It seemed like universe had heard her conversation with her grandmother about life and death and gave her the death, the way she had wanted, dying while fighting for her dream.

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