What happens when life becomes monotonous ? Do you enter into your grave and stay their waiting for life to switch to it's happening phase? Or you walk down the streets and try to do different stuff you never thought of doing as they did not fit to your schedule. What do you do when life becomes boring ??
I have this state almost every few weeks of a month, as a matter of fact there are only 4 weeks in a month. So out of 4 weeks, in 2 weeks life is pretty good and everything seems fresh, new ideas coming in and whatever task I've started seems to be working perfectly. It's like a bright sunshine I'm walking on. But what happens after those two weeks pass. Just like everytime I'm left with a question, "What should I do to get back the happening phase of my life which just passed away ?"
When life becomes monotonous , things seems to be enjoyed once, becomes boring, the things we found solace in becomes a complete no - no. Why does this boring phase comes in our life? Why can't we simply be in a phase where we keep on doing the things we love.
Suffering from monotonous days is not a new thing for me. But coping from it and starting over with life again is difficult. As a persistant victim of these monotonous days I have found two ways in which I can take my life as and turn it all over again. For some days I try to stay alone but inside my mind, I stay in my coffin. And when I'm over with the thought of being dead I try to open myself to new adventures which I may not be doing if I wasn't forced to enter into these monotonous days. Trying out new things doesn't mean going on a complete new adventure but rather trying new things with your work you used to love before entering into these monotonous days, because starting anything new within these days will demand lot of energy which our energy reservoir won't be agreeing with, so doing something different in the old work may help in beating these monotonous days.
For the last week I've been suffering from these monotonous days and when I was done with staying in my grave I thought of trying out this new trick of taking new adventures and adding new things to the work I usually do. However there are lot of things I have not started which I used to do before entering these days but now I don't have mood for them, so cannot start with new things in them. I love composing music on my guitar. I don't do it regularly but only when I'm in mood of making a new piece. I also like writing poems and articles, they are like a medium of communicating with myself and with the ones reading them. But when I enter into these monotonous days I simply leaves everything I love to do and my first reaction is entering into my grave like a coward. Yeah, it's not a brave act one do while facing something hostile. But I'm not a full blown coward, I try to come back to all these things I loved, but sitting on the computer and trying to write something becomes so tough that the thoughts I have can not find the write words. So many times I have sat to write but end up in shutting the PC. The same thing happens with music, thoughts just dries up, creativity vanishes and all I'm left with is monotonous days haunting over me, not knowing when they goona leave.
But this time I've tried something new, the second option in the list, that is trying out different stuff I never thought I would be doing. This time I set my thoughts free, and let my hands write whatever my mind have to say not thinking that whether it will be grammatically correct or meaningless. I set myself free and let my fingers play on the tunes of my thoughts without judging , how is it sounding or will someone like it. I think I have found the solution to overcome these monotonous days which makes our life hell and cut us apart form it. Well while writing this article I have set my thoughts free and let my fingers connect directly with my thought and hey look, I have wriiten so much after a very long time. It feels good when you overcome something you thought was more powerful. The main thing I learned is that what is more important before accomplishing a goal is, settiing our sprits free and let them show their magic, that's why Life is called a MAGIC WAND!!
When life becomes monotonous , things seems to be enjoyed once, becomes boring, the things we found solace in becomes a complete no - no. Why does this boring phase comes in our life? Why can't we simply be in a phase where we keep on doing the things we love.
Suffering from monotonous days is not a new thing for me. But coping from it and starting over with life again is difficult. As a persistant victim of these monotonous days I have found two ways in which I can take my life as and turn it all over again. For some days I try to stay alone but inside my mind, I stay in my coffin. And when I'm over with the thought of being dead I try to open myself to new adventures which I may not be doing if I wasn't forced to enter into these monotonous days. Trying out new things doesn't mean going on a complete new adventure but rather trying new things with your work you used to love before entering into these monotonous days, because starting anything new within these days will demand lot of energy which our energy reservoir won't be agreeing with, so doing something different in the old work may help in beating these monotonous days.
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